effin high

drank with the kai ma and cousins last night. at that point, was feeling rather down. at first was long island tea. well, it made no effect on me. i prefer the hoegaarden. smooth, less bitter. well, it tasted better than those bottled ones.

its my new love now.

after paulaner of course!

On the other hand, clubbing thursday, shall i go?

or shall i stay at home and be a good girl?

i go club because there is unsettle issues. i feel not good at home. each time i am alone at home, i feel sick. i feel down. i feel sad. that's why.

shall i?