coming back....SOON!!!

its been 10 months! i dont know how we managed to make it happen! this 10 months has been the worst 10 months of my life! i miss home. i miss everyone back in malaysia! especially mommy and daddy! but then, gain a bunch of good friends from China!

within these months, i managed to be more independent, more money conscious, to be a better person overall! i've get to know people from all around the world.

now, i cant wait to get back home to gather around with the family! there is no better place than home. i have finally understood why. previously, i hate being at home. now, i am so eager to be at home!

to wrap up, America is the land of hope, i agree with that statement. But, also, it was an experience living in America, but certainly not the place i want to live in for the rest of my life! for work, for play, i love the states a lot! but as for the companion, the friends, the family, Malaysia is still the best! oh.. and the food!!!


so moving on... i have bought the playbook! its like the best thing ever happened to me. got the boyf another one so that we dont have to share! of course, it was his birthday present, and he paid half!

graduated!!!

i know i know... it has been so long! many people thought i graduated long ago before yesterday. got countless blessings from so many people, and i am glad that i have finally graduated, meaning walking past another stage of life.

although i have graduated, i couldn't help to rant about the system in Northwood University! why have the ceremony before the finals!!! i have like 3 finals to attend, 1 take home, and 2 presentations. i was suffering like hell looking at the reading materials! besides, i caught a cold last night, making it harder to concentrate. things was okay till last night when i was coughing like no body's business. woke up today with a sore throat!

as i was typing this post, i feel chills, and suddenly, it was so hot that i could barely take it. i might be having a fever, but lets see. :(

with LaTerry and Ocean

brothers in US

short, to tall!

the line entering the hall 

this is me, before getting anything

holding my name card!

bennett sport center's hall

with professor stellian 

we are from Malaysia!

three of us

four!

after getting the folder

flowers from stella

what i was wearing inside!

with henry

okay la. i was opening my leg because there was mud!

then i realized i could step forward!

with wallace... i think? :p

xoxo, 

dee

relieved

this week can be some exam week already. but at least better than last week. Wednesday can actually be better than any other day since i don't have class on Friday already. but today, i have 2 different subject test back to back. it scare the freak out of me. and as usual, i studied the very last minute. first test, marketing... though i like this subject, but i hate the test. the English is so bombastic! the test already made me damn stress.. plus the bombastic English, it made me even hard to understand.. anyways, i got an average 13 out of 20. second test, accounting. its an ok subject to me. i have no accounting base and mr Siew being a good accounting lecturer actually teaches step by step making me ok with accounting. and the only thing that will confuse me is the double entries... however, i hope i did well la. i don't know my marks yet.. and this is making me even more nervous.. Friday, another marketing test. i just don't understand why Maztini love Friday so much! my only off day on weekdays... but its destroyed. why? because it is 2-4. not early and not late. i cant go anywhere with that timetable. finals is coming... and i am getting more and more nervous! its 40% eh... and that decides my destiny... so far, i only got one coursework mark.. 48.1 over 60, moral... is it ok? i don't know. and my sucky accounting assignment.. 6.25, second highest in the class but i still think its not enough... why mr siew is so kiam siap eh..

signing off... have to study for finals... =p

what a friday

arrived at the doorstep t inti college at about 10.35 and went to maztini's office and check about the management class... but.. ah, i felt that we are so mean to MR rezy. and for nothing, i am feeling the guilt.

today has been a exhausted day. met Samantha in Starbucks. its been so long since we talked. a brief description of Samantha is she sits in front of me in secondary 4 and 5, and is a prefect! since i was so tension about the marketing plan, i couldn't think of anything to talk to her. and we just had a short talk. founded out that the group discussion is at the library, not in Starbucks! and yada yada its already 2 and i am getting extra nervous of the presentation! and waited for 2 groups to present and its our turn. and i am the second person presenting. and to calm myself i looked at the wall instead of the audiences. hopefully i finish fast. after we've presented, we will get question from the floor and from lecturers. and i think that is the more scary part. but, it ain't scary at all. because... ms maztini said, "this is a very good marketing plan" it really soothe my nerves after hearing that. i have never been so hardworking before, never stayed up so late and rushing for the ticket and advertising design for ONE presentation.. i guess it's worth it. and i find that, being prototype is actually a good thing! =p and i am so damn happy!
when i reached home, i was so tired, ate something and went to sleep. slept about an hour and i had the shock of my life when i enter the toilet. i looked like a super tired zombie with smeared eyeliner. besides that, i am starting to get sick..

my lovely/ hardworking/ nice/ cooperative/ helpful/ so many things to say about them la group mates!

atom, Freddy, Tina

siew kie

ps. to my group mates, if you are reading this, you guys are the best lah! =p take care!

i hate accountings... and inti also...

do he balanced sheet of this and that company, the income statement, the EPS the this the that... bahh... its so irretating... and it confuse me very much.. luckily i'm not a accountant by profession... if not i will die with those numbers.. because it is such an irretating subject, i didnt even want to continue my assignment which is due next friday... not because i'm lazy.. its because i cant even undertand why are doing that for..

bout inti, don't know why... so many lecturers are leaving... according to one of my lecturer, inti management is not flexible at all... i don't care what is going on.. but imagine a college without a lecturer, its basically like a car without the engine.. USELESS... and compared to taylors, it is really a big big difference.. although the building is about to ready.. but without sufficient lecturer and flexible management, inti is still unable to compete with other colleges..

boredom

suffering from boredom and lack of cash. yes.. lack of cash.. new year, new semester, new books = money. no money, even bored. after a week in inti college, i still cant get use to it... the low quality room, the not so presentable space.. and maybe the study hours.. been so lonely alone at starbucks today and luckily li jen and yee mei dropped by. if not... i think i'll drown by the women's weekly and the caramel frappuccino. had so much of accounts drilled in my head today with mr soo and apparently, i sort of understand. maybe the way Americans study is different from the English.

my timetable
monday
10-12 marketing
12-2 moral
2-4 college algebra

tuesday
8-10 management
12-2 accountings

wednesday
12-2 marketing

thursday
8-10 management
12-2 accountings
2-4 college algebra

friday
8-9 moral

basically, its ok... but i hate tues and thurs the most.. not the waking up early part. the 2 hours break part. friends are having another class, and alone wandering ss15. sigh...

1 whole week

as i've promised i will upload the gardens photos one my phone is back to normal.. here is it. my one whole week activities...
monday, the gardens@midvalley

the nice toilet paper

the atrium

1st floor if i m not mistaken

the two floors of GAP

Friday, pizza uno with yee mei

my lovely carbonara

and the 7 up!

Saturday, presentation day

after presentation. my formal look

deedee goes crazy!

yes i got crazy. crazy making the interior behavioral studies miniature model. sewing the curtains by myself and letting those needle poke through my skin. got carpets and fabric from my godmother as she is a interior designer by profession. rushing rushing and rushing. finding the right measurement. and poked my finger so many times. Saturday, need to go back college.why? presentation. shit! hate presentation so much!
everyone is getting married. don't know why. it makes me feel old. i think i m old. but i m not. and one thing that makes me happy is my birthday is coming. another 34 days! i m so going to countdown on my white board! buahaha. i so need caffeine now. haven't drank coffee since i woke up.

royal selangor pweter

darn cute baby mug i wannn

pendant.

we went to the royal selangor for study trip. suppose to take photo and sketch the building later. i was not quite awake. so i didnt pay attention. just the weighing thing caught my attention. walked, walked took pictures. finally, its the end of the tour, in short, its also shopping time. and i cant resist the temptation, so i bought a pendant. will post more about the place tomorrow as the software for the camera is in the other laptop! =)

monday... sigh...

it's a monday again.... sigh.... have to go to college again.... sob sob.... monday monday monday does anyone like monday?? i personally hate monday.... the traffic jam begins on monday also... sigh... presentation is on wednesday... got to prepare!! that's all for today... heading to gym now...

bobo refer that as the ribena ladycaramel hot choc

starbucks...

veevian and noevilea...

the classroom

textbook

norvilea

ms. lojana explaining...