i am sick and tired...

yea.. you heard me.. i am sick and tired of my hair color. although I've been trying to change my hair color so many times, but it always turn out not nice. only once. when i was at form 3. after my pmr, when mom still owns a hair salon. i did the nicest highlights ever. though it was blonde. eh, that time "heng" ok!
i am gonna dye my hair... i am so gonna dye my hair. at least something different. why? today while i was talking the lift up to 7th floor, i look at myself in the mirror. long cargo pants, t-shirt, and backpack? i am super nerdy. wtf. though i like my natural color, but, i really cant stand the fact that i am super nerdy.

also i'm hooked to this song. wtf. from chun beng. thanks for sending me this song !! :: hugs and kisses ::

If You Were a Song- Mark Sholtez

If you were a dream
I wonder how many hours I’d sleep
How hard it would be to wake up and how easy to fall

If you were a dream
There would be nothing else I’d want to see
No reason to ever have opened my eyes at all

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head

If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were the sun
I couldn’t bear have a cloud between us
I’d search for a place where they say that the rain never falls

If you were the moon
Every night my eyes would be fixed on you
Never closed for one moment from dusk 'til the first light of dawn

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

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and so, i am melting...