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Thursday, August 23, 2007

women... couples...

measure of men... the singapore drama on aec every weekdays 7 pm. repeats on 11.30 pm the same day or 11 am the next day. the women made a statement which i find it quite interesting... women dating a guy below 20 is like wearing high heels. it can make them feel beautiful and powerful, but it hurts if worn long. women dating a guy around 30, is like wearing platform, unsafe but understanding... women dating a guy around 40, is like wearing sports shoe, safe and protective. women dating a guy over 70, is like wearing a old sport shoe. which nobody bother to want it anymore.

i mean... i admit that i am materialistic, if i were to choose, i might choose wearing the sport shoe or the old ones.. this is just an example. i will never never do this in real life. its just my opinion... men over the 40s seem to be more mature to me. moreover, they are richer. and maybe because of all the bad relationship i've been through, i think that its better to be the third party rather than being the one attached in love. at least i only have to face him when we are both together. and i knows that he is married. rather than being cheated cheated and cheated...

also from another drama, la femme desperado, 8.30pm wlt.... its not easy being a women... mens are different now. i dont think i can find the guy like siu chai... i mean, after all those from so many guys, do u think i dare to love again? i can't even answer this question... i am a person that remembers things... even its a short note from a person, i remember. from my first bf, melvin, to my last... kelvin.. i remembered what u told me... and that is all memories... its not that i cant let go... its because i dont know. i dont want to be the third party anymore. not anymore. remembered i told him, i dont want to be one anymore. but things are still the same. it didnt change. fate i guess... i hate playing with relationships... but i am scared of falling in love... i am starting to think who am i and what i want.. i dont know...

but of all those previous relationship, this hurts me the most... we both know... at least i do.. hoping that couples in love will last forever. appreciate that special person in your life. but not neglecting your parents, ur friends, and god...

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