finals

its not like its something new. or something fresh. i can feel it coming. but this time, i really want to show some result for my parents. I've been trying to digest psychology and economics. after mom's lecture the other day, i realized that what i want in life and how am i to achieve it. i am no longer a kid. i should wake up from the fantasy world and face the real world. i want to be a person that can earn my own money. not just stay at home and take care of my kids. in fact i want a comfortable life. but of course, its easier said than done. in the meantime, i think that relationship are just not important anymore. i am more concern about my future.