i cant sleep!!!

i was on the bed since 12. flipping over and over. gosh... and the time now is 3.05. but my eyes are still wide open... my room is freezing cold and my blankie is just nice.. everything is ok.. but why i cant sleep?? oh dear.... ian ian... thanks for your personal training... i can see the difference!! and i am darn happy. a new me on my birthday?? maybe... hehe mom is darn happy too... thinking of an outfit for my birthday... although is wayyyyyy long to go... hehe. starting college tomorrow. i HAVE to get up super early to avoid traffic jam... rushing on the technical English research paper.. and getting myself confused.. wonder if i am doing the right thing... sobs... i miss high school!!! 6 more days till megasale end... shall i pull my break or... shop more and save up later? he he. signing off for now... my sleeping mood is here...